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ADDICTION -
A collection of poetry, short prose, and personal stories from around the world on the theme of addiction.
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GAMBIT-HIGHS
By Mark Andrew Heathcote
Gambit-highs form part of the lowly?
That has a humble, authentic-technique
when too restricted are dire to fail
lose all the wind in their mainsail.
Worded too many, or a word too few
too many syllables encountered undue
shall reason our rebuked withdrawals
from lines not worthy of any laurels.
Tumbling forth without any morals
the nostril steam of a horse as it chortles
like drug addicts past all critique
perfected habits are what we seek.
THE EMPTY GLASS
By George Colkitto
The glass is empty - drunk
a faint aroma all that remains
a smile upon my lips
a triggered memory swallowing
the moment
In my hand it rested
comfortable
smooth as the content
sipped, savored
the promise lingers
Light reflects
colour bent in the curve
placed carefully on polished mahogany
Caress of fingers
lips on the rim
will be wiped away
ABOUT THE POEM
"I have a long relationship with alcohol. I've seen what drink can do to people and to relationships. I control my love affair with alcohol..."
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ADDICTION
By Dr. Rehmat Aziz Khan Chitrali
I hate the grip that addiction has,
The hold it takes on one's mind and soul.
It starts as a choice, but soon becomes a task,
And before you know it, you've lost control.
I hate the way it tears apart,
Families and loved ones, it leaves them scarred.
It's a disease, with a cruel heart,
That destroys lives, leaving them marred.
I hate the way it clouds the mind,
And steals away the will to be kind.
It's a thief, that takes what's most divine,
And leaves nothing but the urge to grind.
I hate the way it's glamorized,
In movies and TV shows, it's idolized.
But the reality is nothing but lies,
It's a road to ruin, that should be criticized.
I hate the habit of addiction,
But I also hate the way it's stigmatized.
We should work together for a solution,
And support those who are fighting the fight.
ABOUT REHMAT: Rehmat is a linguist, poet, author, translator, and researcher and well known for his contributions to the preservation and promotion of the Pakistani languages and cultures. He has written several books, including poetry collections, and translated works from other languages into khowar, a language primarily spoken in Chitral and surrounding areas in Pakistan.
STAGES
By Laurinda Lind
We thought she’d be ashamed
in rehab after the relapse, but
she seemed cured. She’d been
kicked out of everywhere, had
lived in her car so was relieved
to sleep under a roof even if
it came with a roommate. No
one said the word heroin but
it hung in the corners and when
she got out after that she shot
up again and then stopped
and then started and next when
she’d been done with it all for
a year and a half, her father
died so she drank but didn’t
dose down, distraught over
what she’d done to him. We
said at least he got to see her
again in her human form under
the light of a few local stars
before he went off to them and
left her healed to live it out.
First appeared in Samsara, June 2018.
ABOUT THE POEM: "'Stages' describes the addiction path of a young friend who became addicted to heroin after a pain medication prescription for a sports injury."
DRUNK
By Bobby Z
I stare at the glass,
it's contents so innocent and meek,
I know that one drink, will get me started,
and more I shall seek.
I've stumbled and fell,
but continued to drink from the bottle from hell,
to continue was easy,
I was under its spell.
Hangovers, blackouts,
plus the pain suffered by others,
made no difference as long,
I spent time with my drinking brothers.
Always seeking out,
a continuous reason to drown my sorrows,
hoping and praying i could continue drinking,
and maybe get sober tomorrow.
ABOUT BOBBY: Bobby is an 82 year old Vet, cancer & Covid survivor, recovering alcoholic (45 years). Original Jersey City 50's Bad Boy, high-school drop-out and published author.
TOO SOON
By Mona Mehas
Through winter haze and falling snow
You stepped into the whole tableau
Sleepy group of villagers
You adapted to wearing furs
Too soon, I could not watch you go.
Leaving my heritage behind
My disease grew to frame my mind
You sent me home - elusive cures
I still loved you.
Alcohol holds the strongest grip
The need for restraint, without slip
Inner demons led me to drink
Walking dark street, my bottles clinked.
Truck! Memories flashed in a blip
I still loved you.
LIVING UP TO MY POTENTIAL
By Frances Gaudiano
The night stretches infinite.
I suffer sweaty sheets from diazepam dreams.
Time, too long, hangs on me like extra weight,
Fat rolls of excess existence.
I am smothering.
Searching for the cure to my inertia,
I haunt the liquor cabinet,
Medicine chest,
And furtively,
My mind.
Life has grown beyond breathing.
It wants to be a Work of Art.
I am overwhelmed.
Burying my medals and
Lowering my IQ
I try to watch TV.
Frequent fast-food chains –
But I gag on the burgers.
It’s obvious I’m a traitor.
Why won’t you let me be
A secretary who types poems?
Hey, world,
Here I am –
The straight ‘A’ student,
Scholar, Athlete of the year!
I cannot balance a chequebook
Or use a computer.
I’ve lost my driving license
And washing machines make me
Cry in confusion.
Won’t you hire me?
ABOUT FRANCIS: Frances is a veterinary nurse and practising druid. Her novel was published last year, and two other projects are in the editing stages. She has had poetry published in a variety of journals and hopes to produce a chapbook soon.
JUST A STRANGER
By Linda M. Crate
what people don't understand
about addiction is it doesn't
only impact them,
everyone that loves them suffers
because of it;
and i try not to judge people
or hold grudges
but my aunt is someone i cannot forgive—
i see how she still uses my mother
and my gran even when she's
behind bars,
and it makes me angry that she
just uses people;
my mother says she's always been that way—
i can't excuse that,
and i find it disgusting that takers never
tire of taking but the givers are sometimes
drained for all of their compassion;
it may be cruel but i will spare none of my
compassion for her because she hasn't earned
a place at my table or in my life—
just a stranger
even if we share the same blood.
STRAWBERRY KISSES
By Mia Amore Del Bando
My nose bleed dripping
Strawberry kisses on tissue paper
This time the white lines are trying me
They’re not erasing your existence
Like they promised
Brain relapsing
Dive into the pool later
I can sink to the bottom
Can you join me?
The water’s just right
Lungs fill up like water balloons
You missed me by a minute
I love you
But this isn’t worth it
We can’t let go
Every mile mirrors every issue
Every ounce netted in my nose
Crusting the outside
Dry Arizona canyons
Strawberry kisses
Dotted on white paper
I want to love you like I used to
Floating on the surface of this deep
I leave your message hanging in the air
Sink to the bottom
Waiting for you to meet me
Invitation late
You drowned me
ABOUT THE POEM: "These poems reflect the result of addiction and its impact on loved ones. Addiction is a false infatuation. Substance abuse and alcoholism disguises itself as love for yourself and an artificial view on life. ... This is my depiction and experience trying to escape that lifestyle, and the people I’ve affected along that journey."
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