Featured Poet - Marta Zabo


APOLOGY


If the trees outside your bedroom are too low

I apologize

I must have cut them too often

too much, too even

we will have to gain perspective again

through the branches or 

through the wire


ITCHY

One more day

and the thread you left on the windowsill

will have grown too much.

It will take flight

to a land where castles are made

from stardust and cupcake sprinkles

not just for the ruling class

not far away

just like a cat seeing a tiger in his shadow

just like we used to be 

before our skin itched


TREES



To all the trees inside me:

stop it 

though an expert or two would say

it doesn’t work that way

you have to do this

or that

but that’s exactly what makes things

treelike

again


RECIPE


The recipe is very simple, you

take a gummy bear and you

don’t eat it


SOUP


Imagine we’re all made of soup

out there in the tenements

where being solid is

bad


Imagine less is more

and yet

even here

I’m the tomato kind


with grilled gouda on top

and in my world

this is also very

bad



TROUBLESOME, FEARSOME

Can we have some

gentle beats to study to

gander treats to smell and chew


To fly towards a time when

thinking wasn’t as easy

blinking wasn’t as greasy


and fear was reserved for

imminent danger



ABOUT THE POEMS: "These words are a companion to living with OCD and EDs, and are meant to explore my struggles as much as to let others know they are not alone in feeling these. They’re also an exercise of playfulness and awe—sometimes a personal struggle becomes the best opportunity to approach life with curiosity and creativity."


ABOUT MARTA

Marta writes from her hometown of Bucharest, Romania, usually with her cat Chicken on her desk. She lives with OCD and eating disorders, which often inspire her work. She also explores feminism and animal theory, on a quest to close the human-animal abyss (synthetically constructed by humans not too long ago), and to invite readers to feel in awe of life, and of living in a network of beings who share vulnerability.

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