Featured Poetry - June, 2026
STUCK RECORD
By Anthony Ward
No sooner do I talk myself into something
I talk myself out of it again
Positives playing against each other
Until the negative attracts
Pulling me away from myself
So that I need to push harder
Heading into the gale of thoughts
As they try to keep me back
The indecisiveness a perpetual emotion
Ebbing back and forth like spring tides
And neap tides
At times overwhelming
At times serene
Both drifting and demented
By the fluctuations of my mind
The low tides like a stuck record
Keeping me in the same place
Interrupting the flow of my thoughts
Disturbing the serenity of the song.

COMING OUT OF A DEPRESSION
By Dana Fasciano
And suddenly the sun rises,
how long
it has been
since you’ve seen it.
Years
of that desperate darkness
that pressed on you
until your whole body
was numb,
Until everything around you
looked gray and dirty
and broken.
When it rises,
it rises slowly,
gracefully,
tentatively.
And suddenly you can see
color again.
Suddenly everything is dazzling:
the clearness of the sky,
or the sound of the rain falling
on the roof
like a million tiny fingers tapping
on a table.
even the way that car head lights
twinkle and glow
like a holiday display.
Let its warm light
wash over your tired skin
Let it cradle you
gently
until you are fully alive,
until you are sturdy,
until suddenly
you are
someone
again.
You try
to hold onto this,
the warmth,
the light,
the color,
and the memory
that it will always
return.

MONDAY MORNING
By Tim Boardman
It’s Monday morning
and I’m driving to work,
mind back somewhere
along Breary Lane.
The windscreen’s sticky—
sap from the trees above the car at home.
I should clean it
but it only smears
and I haven’t slept.
It’s 7:10.
I can still see
the ghost of my dad
walking
at the bottom
of Breary Lane.
Old song on the radio—
I know it,
it seeps into the commute.
Dad is
on the way
to buy a Yorkshire Post,
cloth cap
slightly askew.
Always that cap.
Old man, take a look at my life
I’m a lot like you were
I catch him
in the wing mirror—
shirt and tie,
that familiar waddle.
Strange—
I never wear a tie.
Never have.
Not out of principle,
just sheer bloody mindlessness.
I need someone to love me
the whole day through
Head down,
determined
to beat the newsagent.
Never had it delivered,
not until the end of Bramhope.
He’d try to slip away,
always trying to get back
to a house
from years ago—
some version of home.
I’ve been first and last
Look at how the time goes past
And I drive on,
leaving him
in the rearview blur
ABOUT TIM: Tim, a poet from Otley, West Yorkshire, crafts lyrical, intimate pieces that illuminate ordinary life, blending reflection, memory, and gentle storytelling into moments of subtle emotional resonance. A devoted family man, Tim balances his life between his roles as husband, father, teacher, and poet. His work celebrates those intersections — where care meets creativity, and where everyday life becomes poetry.
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THE ATTIC
By Alan Gumbley
Stumbling through my attic,
I haven’t been here in a while.
So many different boxes, most of them fragile,
So many things stored in this room I’d forgotten existed,
Cobweb-covered memories, beams and walls so dark and twisted.
It’s silent in this space tonight, the moonlight through the cracks,
A room filled with such disarray, yet the boxes neatly stacked.
As my steps are filled with caution, vulnerability exposed,
Not long till I’m reminded why this room stays firmly closed.
The first shelves filled with trauma, labelled from the age sixteen,
With dusty bags of guilt and shame, all tattered in between.
The wooden ceilings are rotten and the floorboards are a state.
Structurally warped as if the room can’t hold its own weight.
The taste is thick and heavy making it hard to breathe.
Yet a longing to venture further overrides the urge to leave.
The shelves go on forever — feels like I’ve been up here for years,
Different containers litter every turn reading regrets, failures, and fears.
Some boxes left unpacked and some firmly locked and sealed.
A numbness leads my footsteps I’m finding it hard to feel.
It’s dark in here with no clear path so easy to get lost.
If happiness is linked to butterflies then I think mine just turned into moths.
Piles of shoes I used to walk in,
A pair of storm damaged boots.
Broken plant pots with dead flowers stem from deeply planted roots.
I thought that I’d thrown all this out; I was sure that these were gone.
Why am I still holding on to this — I thought that I’d moved on?
Jars of tears, still wet and clear, lay on the rafters up above,
Sealed with stoppers made of promises, ribboned with years of misplaced love.
The air is suffocating here; the walls are dark and dull.
A box labelled Lessons Learnt is next — not much in here, just half full.
An unfinished painting titled My Self Worth hangs on the wall,
In tones of black, grey, and rust — no bright colours at all.
Next, there are some pictures of my father, far too few to mention,
Stapled to a torn-up note and envelope marked Seeking Attention.
A book lies to the side, full of questions I never asked.
I really should have opened that before the day he passed.
Sometimes up here I hear his voice, as if he’s by my side —
It’s ironic; I feel him closer now than when he was alive.
A small pocket watch, sealed tight, engraved with Forgive and Forget —
I’ve never had the strength or time to prise that open yet.
A mirror in the corner; the glass is broken, hard to see.
Every time I’ve looked in it, I’ve seen a different me.
Maybe I should fix the glass, but that takes skill and close inspection;
It would be nice someday to take a look and see a true reflection.
Upon entering this room tonight, I wanted to declutter plenty,
But now I fear if I throw them out, the space would feel too empty.
Maybe next time will be different, but for now I’ll let it be —
I feel safer knowing it exists somewhere I cannot see.
Time to leave — been here too long; for now, this room can wait.
I hope someday I find the reasons needed to redecorate.
The moonlight’s turned to sunshine, casting its shadow wide,
So I’ll close the attic door once more — all its contents locked inside.

WE HEAR YOU
By James Aitchison
You say the world is too much for you,
you say you are a burden,
you say you are not worthy.
But your story matters,
every word of it.
You will not lose your way
in the darkness!
Fear not for the future, my friend,
love and light cure soul sickness.

HEY GIRL
By Adah
Hey girl,
It’s almost 9.20.
By this time, you must be feeling sleepy.
“Ampun mak, ampun ayah, assalamualaikum.”
“Don’t sleep before I do”, that’s your nightly custom.
The day has been great,
You play, you explore and you create.
Yet your mind still wonders,
Why is life so unfamiliar.
So you snuck in books under your pillow,
to read, to write, all my sorrow.
“Where am I?” “Why am I here?”
No one’s listening, you hear no answer.
So you wish, and you pray,
Every single night, every single day,
“This is not home, I don’t wanna stay.”
“I just can’t see beyond this clay.”
“O my LORD, take me away.”
“This is not home, please, I don’t wanna stay.”
So you write, and you write,
Till one day you were found.
And you see fear in their sight,
Disappointment in their tone.
Fear of losing you, dear girl.
Because they love you, dear soul.
So you feed into their fear,
Reluctant, but submitted to their anger.
But never once, the aching disappear,
Never once were you out of fire.
Hey girl,
Today I realized, I am you.
That girl, who always fought to be true.
I am sorry that you felt abandoned,
Trust me, you were never forgotten.
In all darkness, it’s you who stays clear,
In all struggles, we are now here ...
... together.
So, I am writing to that courageous girl,
Who was never tired in letting her mind wander,
With all of me, I am now with her,
Her questions and pain, her longing and desire.
I am you dear girl, you are me.
We are one, and always have been.
The pain is ours, flowers of our journey,
The ache and longing, lights to help us see.
Today I submit to you dear girl,
And you to me, my angel.
Not just the pain, and the tears,
But all the excitement, and the wonders.
To explore, to question, to taste life.
To stretch, to expand, to live with love.
Dear girl, I am you.
And you are me.
And we are true.
We can just be.
ABOUT THE POEM: 'Hey Girl' is a letter to my younger self about childhood emotional pain, faith, and the ongoing process of inner‑child healing – moving from feeling unwanted and 'too much' to reclaiming curiosity, desire, and the capacity to live with love. I hope it might resonate with others on their own mental health journeys.
ABOUT ADAH: "I am a researcher and educator based in Malaysia, and writing has become part of my practice of healing, self‑understanding and meaning forming."

AVOIDANCE
by Jacob R. Moses
I’ve been incredibly silent
For the past few weeks
Haven’t had the words to
Formulate, for fortitude
Exists not in my words
It wanes periodically
Depression methodically
Invading, pervading
My senses, whether the kind
I can feel physically or
Psychic phenomena
I’m hurting right now
And I wish I wasn’t
Used to this anguish
Another poem settled upon
This landscape of the mind
One I’ve been struggling to
Write, sources I’ve been
Struggling to cite, divorced
From relationships I
Once held dearly
Last night I couldn’t sleep
Tossing and turning upon
A bare mattress, lost
My yearning to breathe
Fostered the burning
Making me simply
Want to leave this
Lofty establishment
Will I have a rock on my finger?
Will my love be redeemed by God?
I want to answer these questions
Thoroughly, long to embody
Confidence, yearn to get out
Of bed with certainty, but
This internal hellfire is
Burning me, three degrees
Of separation from my soul
It’s time to wake up and face
Another day, hoping the walls
Don’t collapse around me
And the roof covers
My head in reverence
To a God I struggle
To worship daily
I am ailing each
Of those times
I could be praying
Am I dying alone ... or are
We possibly dying together?

DR V AND ME
By Jean Antonello
So, how are you?
A common cue
Its meaning light
Normally trite
I’m fine
He wants a list
My psychiatrist
My sleep my mood
Symptoms accrued
Here goes
Rushing thoughts
Scattered and fraught
With much distress
No gentleness
I’m tense
Then I slow down
Collapse in a frown
The pain inside
One can’t abide
So sad
Next urgency
Captures me
Get things done
No time for fun
Look out
A darkness glares
No one cares
The curse is back
A heart attack
So what?
Seesaw life
Both sides strife
Dead or crazed
Dr V unphased
That’s me
This week

FAULT IN THE ROAD
By Emily Astey
My life had stopped abruptly
even before I hit the ground.
After years of deafening chaos,
there suddenly was no sound.
A brief respite from turmoil
birthed a single revelation.
And when my eyes had stirred again
I felt no hesitation.
But what I couldn’t calculate
were the figures soon exposed.
How they lured me to a roseate end
that I often thought was closed.
Cliché, but now I understand
what precedes a prescribed doom.
Images I once had buried
resurrected from their tomb.
Like album pages neatly arranged
for my viewing pleasure.
The pictures revealing only truth
leaving something to discover.
I hated everything I saw.
It turned my stomach sickly.
I figured I must enact a plan,
and had to do it quickly.
I know that I was thinking
because my brain indeed engaged.
But the deluge of emotion
encouraged me to come enraged.
My body shocked to silence
Even my heart was rendered mute.
It all assumed a swift retreat
as I commenced this deep pursuit.
This now inspires retrospection
since my efforts disappoint.
No ashes gathered from the flame.
No body to anoint.
So, in sum it was a failure.
Even I shocked by results.
Instead of once clear resolution,
I just now see all my faults.
But was it I to blame for error?
My plan of quick design.
Excitement shattered contemplation
like a chalice full of wine.
And what I rendered to be blood
could then not be contained.
What was released upon the scene
left more than just a stain.

THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS
By Rosie Turner
As I watch through the looking glass, The panic is real.
I try screaming, crying and talking but it, just makes me feel unreal.
I try tapping, smashing, hitting, and punching, but the glass just seems to just grow thicker.
I try moving, waving, and signing, to grab some attention.
But It just gets blurrier.
I’m trapped inside the looking glass, and like a maze I can’t seem to find an escape.
Communication is not a option when I’m behind the looking glass, that blocks everything out of the way.
It’s glass that cuts me off from the wires of my brain,
I'm kept a prisoner, held hostage behind my eyes, I’m kept captive behind the looking glass in the back of my brain.
I’m sat confined in a separate space,
every moment feels so empty and far away.
Things don’t seem real when viewing from the looking glass.
And it never seems to go away.
I sit and watch in a gallery with a far-side view.
A familiar abstract painting the world seems to be around me and you.
So when you catch me watching through the looking glass, and wonder what I see,
It’s like a fuzzy cloud of a dream.
I have no control, or anywords to say,
Because behind the looking glass, I can’t find my way.
So watch out for the looking glass, see if you can notice any change.
I look out of the looking glass and suddenly find my way,
But the shards from the looking glass never seem to leave my brain.
ABOUT THE POEM: The poem is based on my personal experiences of dissociation, trauma, and living with Functional Neurological Disorder (FND). I wrote it to help people understand what these experiences can feel like from the inside, particularly when communication becomes difficult and the world feels distant or unreal. My hope is that the poem will help others who experience dissociation feel seen and understood, while also raising awareness among family members, carers, healthcare professionals, and the wider public. Just because a condition cannot always be seen on a scan or test, does not mean it is not real, and I am passionate about helping to increase understanding of invisible neurological conditions.

SELF HARM
By Gabriela Sanderson
You do not need
the messiness of blood,
the sticky flowing of its iron smell
when sweet sugar is
colder than serrated blades,
than pins drawn
up and down your tender flesh,
your naked arms
punctured by needles.
You feed your hunger
fearsome fats
and stoke the silent music
of calories
with comfort food,
then escape mirrors
covered like
church images on Good Friday.
When the night kicks you
out of bed
into the eyelids of insomnia
and forgettable TV,
you forget that certain pills
do not collocate
with gin and tonic
or with white wine,
you follow
yawning lost sheep
until the morning
of bright daylight.
And you know
the kisses from the sun
are not French kisses
on your innocent skin,
but still dare it
like unprotected sex.
Girl, what have you done
to your body,
your beautiful body,
your temple
that was
that could be
that should be
once again
sacred?

LOSING MYSELF
By Shankar Khatiwada
I am losing myself , I am not being me
Psychotic cycle, depression dragged me down to knee
Reading Bible, worshipping the god may be the key
To overcome what I face and to live normally
But I can't keep my focus on one thing,
I get distracted easily
I tried to join the gym and get well physically
But I lost my interest in two weeks
I have been down mentally
Fighting with the thoughts that testing me
I ain't writing these words jestingly
I been trying to tell you what I barely speak
I whisper the truth I tried to hide
There is no single day when I feel not to die
I don't wanna live, I don't feel anything right
But before I leave I want to destroy everything that comes in my sight
To this version of me, I myself stayed in fright
I can't even face the day let's not talk about the night
Still I wake up and walk like everything is all right
I been praying
I been hoping
I been looking for a sign
Trynna piece myself together but I am running out of time
These words are my pain , I cried all the time while writing a single line which you can't ever redefine
Feeling high , feeling low , it's a roller coaster and I can't escape
I am fighting with these thoughts that constantly reshape ,
It's a real pain
And pen is the only option that I have left
to write down all the thoughts on paper washing my brain and drain out the only way to maintain myself.

TWO FACES - ONE HEART
By Melodie Michelle
I’m a wildfire spark
— and a quiet slow stream —
two sides of a soul
stitched into one dream.
I’m the rush of a moment
— that won’t let me be —
and the still, sacred silence
that’s always been me.
I’m the scatter of thoughts
— racing through my mind —
and the comfort of patterns
keeping me aligned.
I’m the leap without looking,
— heart on my sleeve —
and the girl who needs order
just to breathe.
I’m the loud, laughing lightning
— dancing too fast —
and the soft‑spoken watcher
learning from the past.
I’m the one who forgets
— what comes next —
and the one who remembers
every feeling in text.
I’m the rhythm of chaos,
— the hum of routine —
the woman who feels
every crevice in between ...
I’m the mask I perfected
— so no one could see —
and the truth that keeps whispering,
"Just be MeL … be me."
I’m the child who felt different
— with no words to explain —
why the world felt too loud,
too sharp,
too plain.
I’m the grown woman now,
— learning to say —
these two sides of me
were meant to stay.
For I’m ADHD’s fire
— and autism’s grace —
a storm and a sunrise
sharing one space.
Not broken.
Not wrong.
Just beautifully free —
two faces, one heart…
and that heart is me.
ABOUT THE POEM: "AuDHD dual diagnosis for autism and ADHD. "When my ADHD takes the lead, it feels like I'm gripping the reins of a wild chariot trying to steady horses that want to bolt in every direction at once. My mind becomes an open browser with tabs multiplying faster than I can count, and my mouth sometimes fires off whatever thought shows up first, long before I've had a chance to filter it. When my autism steps forward, everything tightens and sharpens. I become focused, intense, detail‑locked, socially unsure, and buzzing with quiet anxiety. It's the part of me that hits the brakes, while my ADHD is the part that slams the gas. Together, they make me the driver I am not perfect, not predictable, but balanced in a way that only I can be."
ABOUT MELODIE: Based in the American South, Melodie's writing offers a raw, honest, and uncensored look at the struggles of mental health and life, aiming to offer hope and remind readers they are not alone.
BETWEEN FRACTURES AND MINDS
By Rosalina Hawkins
I construct sentences that flow correctly. Proper English. Proper Grammar. Letters joined up, always.
I count the amount of words I use,
I count the amount of breaths I take
Because that's proof I am living.
I am in control of my Fractures.
I turn to look in the mirror, more proof
I am within my Body.
But when I turn back my quill has formed a shape that resembles nothing. A squiggle within a page of structure.
How it got there, I don't know. But it wasn't me, because
I am in control of my Fractures.
Try to fix the mess, carving tears into the paper as I write and write until my whole page is red and my order is shattered.
I blink hard, trying to snap out of whatever trance I am in. This is because of my Fractures.
But that's ok because
Aren't I in control of my Fractures?
I feel my heart beating fast in my chest but
I cannot focus on the fact that -i am living my heart is beating I'm fine I'm fine I'm FINE- and then the floor escapes from under me and I'm
Falling
Falling
Falling
Into the mouth of Hell
I feel fires burning my arm, the red ink that stained my skin-page boiling away and I'm screaming and dead and I'm never going to escape
Because I lost control of my Fractures.
...
Red pools in the bathtub when my Husband comes home and He's screaming and dying and is trying to control the Fracture I created in Him
When I lost control of mine.

HAVING A MENTAL DISORDER
By Southern Longoria
Having a mental disorder ...
Or two or three ... or five.
My struggles can inspire others.
Maybe that's why I'm alive.
Though I've been through hell and back.
Alcohol, pills, anger, such a deadly combination.
Bipolar, anxiety too ...
When in doubt, know others are just like you.
Who you are is wonderful.
Scars on your skin don't matter to me.
The human heartbeat is a beautiful thing.
The love in you is what I see.
Never forget your mental health disorders,
Have never defined you from the beginning.
The person in the mirror I'm looking at now.
You deserve to be here on this Earth.
Please let me show you,
Your life has meaning and so much worth.
ABOUT SOUTHERN: Southern is from Texas and has been writing poems for years. He has been diagnosed with several mental health disorders, and has made it a life goal to make sure somebody else like him, never forgets they are not the only one. That they have reasons to be here. His poetry tends to focus on the heart, and not the brain of someone with mental health diagnosis.

THE SHOWER
By Ash Candella
I sit down in the shower
the water consumes me
My left arm begins to burn
With regret and shame
The white scars remind me
I’ll never escape it
My pencil makes a self portrait
I draw myself inaccurately
No scars, no imperfections
just clean, aesthetic skin
So i sit in the shower
As my mind lays bare
I feel nothing at all
A surprising flaw
and as I sit in the shower
I begin to sob
I clutch my knees in desperation
praying to an invisible god
I’m going to die if this feeling won’t change
I’ll cross out my self portrait
the accuracy improves
if I’m not here, my arm proves it

UP & DOWN LIKE A YO-YO
By Martina Teeny Collender
I am thirty-four
and tired in places sleep can’t reach,
my bones a metronome of yesterday’s momentum:
up,
down,
up again,
pulled by invisible strings
like a cheap yo-yo in a child’s impatient hand.
Some mornings I rise electric,
a script half-written in my blood,
ideas sparking like matchheads
everything possible,
until it isn’t.
By noon I’m knotted inside myself,
caught in the yo-yo’s tangled twirl,
the high already slipping from its own shadow.
Up,
then the drop
sharp as hunger,
familiar as breath.
I spin between chapters,
between confidence and collapse,
applause and empty seats,
ink-heavy nights and blank-page dawns.
It’s thrilling, and it hurts.
I tell myself balance is coming
like an act break,
like a curtain slow to fall.
But I’m still jerking
on the thin thread of expectation,
wearing my strength like mascara,
pretty until it smears.
Here I am, dizzy and stubborn,
still rising,
still falling,
still dragged between fire and quiet,
storm and sigh.
A yo-yo, yes,
but one that never gets to land.
ABOUT MARTINA: Martina is an Irish, Working-Class, Queer, Disabled, Award Winning, Published, Playwright, Screenwriter, Poet & Writer living and working in Waterford City and County with her beloved cat Ellie.

WONDER
By Anonymous
Why shall I live
When there’s no purpose to give
I wonder and wonder and wonder
Until I can’t wonder but rather suffer
I sit in silence through the misery
Wondering is my existent is worth a victory
I wonder and wonder and wonder
until I cant wonder but rather suffer

THE ARSONIST
By Erin McCluskey
Guilt is a brush fire,
charring her tissue paper skin.
The burn of blame,
the scorch of shame,
like gasoline,
stokes the flames.
From somewhere beyond the abyss,
a silvery voice,
like snow,
arrives quietly on a whisper,
abruptly evaporating into the embers.
The sound of grace often visits the self-imprisoned.
Hawking up the ash that had made a home in her lungs,
she wipes the toxins from her lips.
“I am good,” she utters through hot tears,
at long last, drinking in clean air.
The truth had risen up.
The smoke, dissipating.
Deliverance had been there all along,
waiting patiently.
An old friend buried in the marrow of her bones.
ABOUT THE POEM: “The Arsonist” illustrates how shame can fester like a contaminant in our bodies. Yet, because shame is self-inflicted, so is our ability to set ourselves free.
ABOUT ERIN: Erin is a writer, actor, and filmmaker based in New Orleans, USA.

THE GIRL WHO DOESN'T FIT HERE
By Emma Welch
He called her the black sheep
The words echoed over and over
Her hands began to shake
A girl who doesn’t fit here
The words stung deep in her chest
You aren’t like us, you are different
But my blood is the same as yours
My name still belongs to this house
A girl who doesn’t fit here
A family portrait on the wall
I thought I belonged in too
I guess being myself isn’t enough
So I learned to grow smaller
A girl who doesn’t fit here
How I tried to fit in more
Always living up to expectation
But how could I, when he was always disappointed
I often wondered why I existed
A girl who doesn’t fit here
A dad, a bully—his words were razor sharp
How he cut me down to doubt myself
A mother who tried to keep the peace
Words that damage a young soul
A girl who doesn’t fit here
The anxiety started to creep in
Slow at first, then growing like a wave
I needed my mum every day—please help
My dad said she couldn’t help anymore
A girl who doesn’t fit here
A field where my dad can no longer hurt me
Alone and unloved, but finally at peace
How I marked my own path
The black sheep who didn’t fit
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